CAMMILLE SANTOS.
cali girl with new york dreams and libra tendencies.
Lover of travel, coffee, writing, community service, fashion, dessert, humanity, culture, art and live music.

A snapshot of my daily moments and musings that bring me closer to my dreams.
& some visual imagery to soothe my creative side.

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

#200

Last night, I watched Blow with Johnny Depp & Penelope Cruz. I see a pattern forming here and I think it's safe to say I really am intrigued by movies with drug smuggling, wealth & guns. (On top of my growing obsession with movies about living in the hood, gangs, etc.) I just realized I love watching Gangland on the History Channel and Lockup: Raw on MSNBC also. There is just something about watching people's individual stories and their rise and fall in the drug/gang world and WHY they do it. But I also think I enjoy that most of them because they're set in the 70s and 80s and I love anything that has to do with going back into history to retell a story.

Anyway, Thanksgiving festivities are practically over and I've got to really get focused with December on it's way. I told myself December would be a really productive time so I am really focused on gettings lots of work done. I am anxious about this coming month to arrive, because I know it will go by so quickly, but I promise myself to live it up in every aspect. I can't even stand to think how much I don't want to leave my family and friends, but live must continue as it was.

I suppose things will be different when I go back. Maybe, maybe not. I hope so though, because I'd hate to ever feel disappointed in myself for something I should or should not have done.

1 and 1/2 years left at good ol' UCLA. Who knows what will come of it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

you should watch INTERVENTION!!!!! its on i think A&E which is in san diego i believe channel 41? but yeah .. each episode is a DOCUMENT on the DRUG USER.. looks at their PAST what happened if they were abused or raped or whatever and how they got involved, how they find the money for it and then they go through an intervention and at the end youll see them at the rehab center either HEALTHY [which touches the heart and they look amazing!] or some have DIED cause they went and couldnt make it or some just are still working at it. but yeah .. its a good show if you like drug movies! hahaha LOVE YOU.