I miss being around super creative, inspiring, uplifting individuals. Living in LA was a dream and more. I guess it's all in the way that I choose to see things because I know there are dope individuals out here in San Diego too, I just don't feel that fire like I used to. Indeed, life is what you make of it, so I guess this is my wake up call because I need to make the best of what I got.
Going away to college and living in a big city was one of the best decisions of my life. I would have never grown to become the person that I am today if I hadn't done it. It's been 8 months since I've lived back here and man, its so difficult to progress forward when you always find yourself surrounded by what you know. I've grown complacent is what I have dreaded to admit, but its true. Being around people you love, going to the same places, doing the same things... it's comfortable but not necessarily what I thought my life was going to be like once I moved back.
I want to wake up everyday excited to attack it, explore it and learn from it. I know the only things that can help me are 1) my perspective 2) what I choose my surroundings to be 3)&the belief that no matter what I think I know, where I am, I need to stay hungry. There is such a big world out there that I need to keep reminding myself that it is mine to own + I decide what I want to take from it.
So here's to changing my perspective, making the most of what I got and staying HUNGRY.
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